Never meant to be.. and my words speak of only devastation.
Thank you for being there for me. Those 9 years of our life, may perhaps be the best or worst memories in our life.
Because of your resistance to change, this is the price we all have to pay.
I hope you don’t regret this forever…
Surely but slowly, later…
school starting tomorrow and i hope this better be one of the wisest choices i’ve made. i need the perseverance and resilience to achieve my lifetime dream and it proves to be challenging what with work, baby, family, the husband and the never-ending household chores. mannn.. i am so messed up!
and what is even more messed up? me blogging at 11pm! i should be going to sleep. i have to wake up in the middle of the night to feed the babbbyy…
and seriously my writing reeks. i realised that when i was typing an email the other day i was at a lost for words. i couldn’t string my thoughts into proper sentences and i failed miserably to choose the correct words to convey my message. the receiving party got confused with the shit i typed.
okkkkk….. i need to read.. i need to prepare..
school school… 7 - 10, better than 7-11 i hope
I shouldn’t probably be happy about him going away but really I am happy. EXTREMELY ELATED BECAUSE THAT LEAVES ME WITH MORE FREE TIME. I CAN WAKE UP LATE AND YEAH SPEND MORE TIME OUTSIDE!!! WOOHOO!!
School starts next week and I am looking forward to it. There are so many things that I am gonna do this and next week and it makes me HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
Not that I don’t give a shit about you but errmm I realised giving too much of me to you ends up in the drain anyway. SO HECK YOU!